For My Dad/Grandpa,Who Left a Few Weeks Ago. Death and BPD Coping.

I wrote this the 12th of this month... I lost my grandpa who is also my dad because my grandparents took me in when everyone continuously bailed on me... He wasn't nice and things weren't perfect here with my grandparents at all...but  this is worse than abuse. I thought I'd post it here now, I'm really …